...i just realized there's wax on my screen....

okay! so a while back, I finally moved all important things out of my Pop's house, and moved them (in bags and boxes) into my home.
In these oh-so-mysterious boxes, there happened to be old sketchbooks.

oh joy.

Looking back, I SUCKED AT ART! I've improved somewhat, but man these are AWFUL.
it was painful to see the horrid mangled features, the chunky arms, the fugly claw hands... and the long, flowing, shitty hair that often covered most of the character's body.
T-T the horror..... BUT I was inspired! to boldly go where I always go, to new, fresh, clean, non-stanky sketchbooks and PROVE that I am an alright artist!
and I failed.
that's why there's been no new art, that's why I've been slacking so hard. No inspiration, my hands don't want to be friends with my brain, and so on and so forth.

about a month ago, I could have sworn it was my 3 addictions... but removing 2 of them did nothing.
Long story short, I NEED INSPIRATION!
burning negatives in photo was fun, and therapeutic (those will be up soon), but not what I need.
Commence plan Immerse Self in Books and Art!